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“Rasheed, they need signatures on this paperwork going around. Can you run this over to Social Sciences next door?” the Director asked roughly, half shoving the stack of papers into my hands.
“That’s the Thessaloniki building, right?”
“Still don’t have it all memorized? There’s only seven buildings,” she admonished me lightly, yet sarcastically. She couldn’t be as harsh on me as she was on the trainees. I might have only been a part of the Grand Tomar Library a year, but I had done my time in the stacks at other equally prestigious institutions.
“Just double checking. Anything else?” She shook her head, and I turned to go.
“Oh,” and I turned back, “I think Thresh is back, so…just…mind yourself if you run into him.” I nodded that I understood and started back on my journey, just the slightest skip in my step, now. This was going to be an exciting meeting. Thresh was well-known in intellectual circles, especially among library and university staffs. On paper, he was an anthropologist often contracted to form and lead research teams to study various ruins spread across the Latolan countryside. In reality, he once managed to find a 2000 year old statuette in the back of a wyvern nest while the creature was still taking up residence in it. Rumor was he had spent the last spring and summer with a small team on a privately financed expedition, one too foolhardy for the government or any major institution to official back. What kind of stories had he returned with?
As I marched across the lawn between buildings, I ran through my mental image of him one more time. I had gotten the impression that he wasn’t human, but etiquette and a surprising lack of a printed portrait anywhere kept me from confirming directly. Still, I was sure he was some kind of rugged mountain man. Maybe he had a beard. Tall, he had to be tall, needing to stoop over in those ancient ruins. Though I knew that would make his job more difficult, it was an essential aspect of his image. For all my excitement, though, I had been warned that he was the sort to hide his arrogance with intellect, to trade navigating nuanced social interactions for pedantic objectivism. Having worked at a magic-craft university, I was used to scholarly magicians and the like, and I was filled with optimism as I rounded the top step that would lead me onto the floor where the Social Science Desk was.
I got my first look at him, sitting behind the circular desk, sifting through a card catalog drawer.
Well, he was certainly tall.
“Er, hi, Mister Thresh? Some papers from the Physical Science Reference Department that need a signature.” He didn’t look up, three fingered hands flipping even faster through the cards, ends of his claws making little clacking sounds as they passed each other.
“It’s Gor Thresh,” he clicked at me after a moment.
“Excuse me?” I felt my hands shaking as he turned beady black eyes on me.
“In Unified Karket, the Trenglate language of trade, we use non-gendered, age-centric honorifics. So, ‘Gor Thresh’ if you’d like to be correct.” Right. Trenglates. I had vague recollections of seeing a few during an off-world school trip as a child, but this was the first time I had ever actually met and talked with one. They didn’t really…mingle. “Or, well, I suppose I do have several advanced degrees from human and elf universities, so Scholar Thresh is equally accurate. Whichever you choose is acceptable. But, go on. How can I help you?” As he straightened, I could see the impression of rows of overlapping plates shift under his sweater vest and stiff collared shirt. His movements were quick, yet wobbly, and he looked up at me with his chin skewed sideways and jutting out. A sort of perpetual challenging look. It seemed he was scaled from head to toe like a lizard with softer, tan plates covering the top half of his triangular, weasel-like head. “Not, like a lizard,” he said as I was thinking it. “I’m mammalian. Now, how can I help you?” A little more insistent. I held the papers out in front of me with both hands, and he took them. His hands weren’t plated, but they were rough like horsehide and the tips of his claws scraped me gently. His eyes shifted over the documents. There was a twitching flash of what I guessed might be a smile.
“Excellent. I’ll pass it along to the Director. Now, a query,” and he fixed his eyes on me. “Are you newly employed here?”
“Then come around the desk, please.” I quickly did so, a little bit scared of what would happen if I didn’t. He motioned to a chair, and I took it. He slid the drawer of cards toward me.
“I’ve been away just long enough that I missed the transition from the High Carolean Repository System to this Modified Dewey-Cutter Expansive…thing.”
“A hundred years late, but yeah.” Thresh flickered a smile again.
“Elves don’t like change. Now, if you could give me a quick overview, I would be most delighted, as long as it doesn’t get in the way of your normal duties.”
“Oh, no, I have the time.”
A quick lesson on Cutter tables and our new number-based cataloging system turned into him taking me to lunch as a thank you. He ate normal food, at least.
“Yes, I eat ‘normal’ food,” he said quietly as the waiter whisked away with our menus. He sipped his coffee (two creams, no sugar) stiffly.
“Are you telepathic?” I asked. Telepaths did this kind of thing all the time, and it was incredibly annoying.
“Trenglates totally lack the ability to perform magic. We’re magic void by nature. Your kind simply tends to think the same sorts of things when meeting one of my kind for the first time. Very predictable.” Of course, to my private embarrassment, I suddenly remembered that I already held that information somewhere in the back of my head. One of those things you learn but end up not needing until a critical moment. I hid my guilt behind a swig of water.
“Sorry.” Thresh seemed unfazed by my half-hearted apology. “So, er, did anything particularly interesting happen on your last procurement?” Thresh waved his hand vaguely.
“I met a human woman who was choosing to present as male for reasons other than dysphoria or personal preference.”
“Oh.That’s…less exciting than I expected.”
“Really?” And he leaned forward, making a v-shape with his arms on the table. “She bound her breasts and wore pieces of very structured clothing that she admitted didn’t fit her right because it was made for average male skeletal and fat proportions. Her human masculine posturing also led to unnecessary escalation of physical conflict as a way to overcompensate for what she perceived as her natural human feminine tendencies. And, in her own words, she only did these things because she didn’t want to appear as a target while traveling through the Backroads. And she wasn’t physically weak by any means. A scrapper-I’d suppose you’d call it-who didn’t back down easily but knew when she was outpaced. Fairly well-suited to her lifestyle overall. However, this young woman was so ensconced in a specific sexual-social narrative, she felt she had to physically alter herself via deleterious means just to engage in her preferred activity.” He paused, gazing at me expectantly.
“Yeah?” Thresh narrowed his eyes.
“You don’t find that fascinating?” I shrugged hesitantly.
“Not really. There’s historical precedent for using cross-dressing as a method for engaging in activities seen as gender non-conforming. Women dressing as men to join the military, men dressing as women for theatrical purposes. It’s pretty common.”
“Among human populations,” he specified.
“Yeah, among humans,” I agreed.
“And have you taken even a moment to examine why that may be the case?”
“Not really.” He tsked.
“That’s a shame. Because, honestly, to build your social hierarchy on the presence or absence of a single chromosome is a bit…un-enlightened, don’t you think? Seems humans could do a bit better than that.” I set down my water glass hard and leaned forward in my seat.
“Now that’s not entirely fair.” Thresh leaned back a little and possibly raised an eyebrow…if he had had them. He had some very difficult facial expressions to read. “Humans aren’t some…monolithic tribe of savages. We’re a population of many many billion spread across five worlds with a handful of subspecies and I don’t even know how many millions of cultures and sub-cultures and counter-cultures and ethnic and racial groups. And not a one is identical to another. Differences in social structures and mores and…just…everything. Religion, political and judiciary systems, economies…it’s just….you’re an anthropologist! A scientist. And you’re really going to sit there and make the sweeping generalization that because one girl was pressured into non-compliance that ALL humans are…I don’t know…socially backward? Elves ostracize members of their community all the time for having ‘genetic impurities,’ and yet they’re held up as some kind of paragon of reason and scientific progress.” He waved a hand at me.
“In my defense, I personally made no such claims. I find the general pseudo-eugenic philosophies of wood elves to be equally repugnant, if not more so.” He continued waving his hands at me as he tried to come up with the words he wanted. “And, contrary to popular belief, they actually make terrible research scientists. For all their-uh-elitism and scientific imperiousness they’re too intransigent-you know-as a whole. A scientist has to be flexible. Willing to explore new ideas.” I chuffed in agreement.
“Yeah. I know. Do you know how long that Dewey-Cutter system changeover was in the queue? It was the four elven board members. They were convinced that the High Carolean system was inherently better because it was elven, completely ignoring the fact that it was perfected for elven language libraries, which, of course, Tomar Library, is not.”
And then, thankfully, the conversation went somewhere else. A few shared stories of unfavorable encounters with elven kind, then something interesting he had discovered about anthropomorphic renderings of fertility in a pre-writing civilization. I wasn’t sure, as it all, eventually, became a blur.
Two weeks later, I was called into the Director’s office.
“What in the seven realms of hell did you do?” She asked me by way of introduction to the matter at hand.
“I don’t know?” I replied, taking a seat in the big leather chair across the desk from her.
“There was a meeting this morning and Gor or Scholar or whatever Thresh is going to be partly moving in over at Thessaloniki. He needs to use our labs and resources to do research on some of the mysterious discoveries he made this summer. It’s all very clandestine.” She sighed in exasperation.
“So I assume I’m being told this because I’m about to have something to do with it.”
“He insists he needs an assistant.” I melted down into my chair.
“No no no no no noooooooooo.” I drug that last one out as long as I could. “Really? Do I have a choice in the matter?”
“Technically yes. I strongly suggest you not turn it down, though. It’s a raise and a promotion. You might be alright with rejecting it for personal reasons, but it will go into your employee record that you turned down a lucrative position. If in a few years you want to move into another position, there might be a question of your ambition.”
“You’ve met Thresh, right? I’m not unreasonable in not wanting to work under him. I went to lunch with him, and it was the longest hour of my life.”
“I heard about that, actually, and I suspect that is the very reason you’ve been put into this position to begin with. What did you talk about? Did you bond over something?” So I wouldn’t have to look her in the eye, I looked at the director’s ears…her pointed ears…her elven pointed ears. I felt a change of heart coming on. I bit the flesh on the inside of my bottom lip to keep from smirking. I coughed to keep the smile out of my voice.
“When-er-would I need to report for duty?”